Birthday? Alone?

Tomorrow I'll spend my 25th birthday alone for the first time in my entire life without my family, without my fiance, without friends nor birthday party. Anyway, I am fine with being alone but I'm worried that I will get sad and just spend the day feeling distress.

*Sigh* Okay! There's no reason for me to be sad on my birthday because I know I have lots of beautiful people around me (some people spend their birthdays TOTALLY alone). So I 'll just enjoy my time by myself while thinking about how lucky I am to have them. *Cheers*

To my dearest twin, Talk in Riddle, Happy 25th Birthday! Happy birthday to both of us... He he he! Celebrate birthday kita pegila? Anang guai neh, nganti aku datai 28hb tu ila baru celebrate. Nah, this poem is for you...

~ Happy Birthday To My Twin ~

God gave to me a special twin
As kindred of my heart
He planned we'd be together
That we would never part

No-one else can ever know
All we treasure of our past
Each special secret shared
To know each other's heart

We feel the other's sorrows
And bear each other's care
We understand our every joy
For, everything we share

So Happy Birthday dearest twin
My love's with you today
Thank you for all you are to me
Be blessed in every way

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Home Alone

I'm alone with nothing to do, nowhere to be and nobody to be with because my housemates have gone back earlier. I could barely hear the sound of lizard crawling in one place to another and the ticking of the clock. I will be alone for nine consecutive nights starting today until 28^th May 2009 before I fly back to my hometown, Sarikei, for a nice long semester break. Yay!

Tonight I ate my dinner alone. I had fried egg, fried hot dogs and a few pieces of black pepper chicken. Very unhealthy dinner! Then I decided to watch some random movie on HBO, Cinemax or Star Movies but I found no interesting film so I ended up sitting in front of my laptop while at the same time watching channel E!

My cat won't leave me alone ;)

It's not that I'm afraid of ghosts or anything - it's the "bad people". You know with all these crazy people breaking in and doing horrible things to people, it's them that I am terrified of being alone at night. But I hope everything will be okay and I know God’s watching me from above, Amen.