Sorry If ...

A Poem Of Forgiveness

Sorry if I keep on hurting you
Sorry if you don't like the things I say or do
Sorry if with you I always put up a fight
Sorry if I just can't do anything right

Sorry if I'm way far from being an angel
except compared to an angel from hell
Sorry if you think my excuses are lies
Sorry if it's so difficult quitting my vice

Sorry if I'm not too understanding
Sorry for all the headaches and pain I bring
Sorry if often it's hard for me to swallow my pride
Sorry if often I'm too blinded by anger to see your side

Sorry if I'm so complicated
Sorry if I keep making you feel frustrated
Sorry if I can't fight back the tears
Sorry if I keep you away from your peers

Sorry if I always complain about you not meeting my expectations
Sorry if sometimes I can't fight all these temptations
Sorry if I seem like a joke to you
Sorry if I don't appreciate all those sweet things you do

Sorry if I keep on repeating the same mistakes
Sorry if I say stupid things and I can't find the breaks
Sorry if I keep on hitting you when I'm mad
or ruin your day when mine's bad

Sorry if I screw up being perfect for you
Sorry if I can never be the girl who's right for you
Sorry if I'm such an awful girlfriend
Sorry if I can't even be your best friend.

- Joelle Xiao -